Thousands love letters, screamings fans, a quantity of fans screaming "Ilove you", he IS the boy the most desired of Germany. The fact remains that Bill Kaulitz (17) is alone. And that, since more than 730 days. Exclusively in this interview for Bravo, Bill reveals all about girls, his lonelyness, his feelings and his hope to find the big love.
Since about 2 years and a half.
It means you were 14 when you was with your last girlfriend?
Exactly. I stayed 1 year and a half with my girlfriend. I was really in love of her.
Why did you separate?
I don't really know why. It was a common decision. But I never roughly separated off with my girlfriend, we keep contact and we stay friend.
How many girlfriends did you have?
Five ! I was in love the first time in elementary school. She was older than me. I always had long relationships.
How do you feel when you are in love?
It's the best thing that can happen when you have real feelings for someone. So, my head is in the clouds and I can't concentrate anymore on other things.
And would you like to fall in love today?
Yes ! I really would like. This feeling is great and it will be great to be in love again. But I'm not totally unhappy. I had so much chance during the passed year... And there are advantages to be alone. You can talk with other single people without to have to justify - and there is no jealousy.
Did you kiss during the last 2 years?
No ! just friendly kisses, to greet someone, but nothing with passion. (European custom to kiss on the cheeks to greet people, espacially French ! xD)
You are often in aftershows parties... It should have something to do ?
Yes of course. But I don't chat up. I don't have little flirt. Of course it's possible. But it's more Tom who can do it (laugh). It's not for me.
So, do you feel alone sometimes?
Yes, sometimes. We have often day off or when you are alone on night. It's a part of our lives. And in this situation, it would be good to have a girlfriend by my side. Of course, I have Tom, Gustav and Georg and my family, but nevertheless, I feel alone sometimes.
What do you do agains that?
I sleep ! (smile) It always helps.
But it's really sad, no?
Hem... I call my friends, they are always here for me. And it helps to write what I feel, for example, our song "Hilf mir fliegen". I wrote this song in a moment like that.
You are surrounded with love confessions of your fans. Can you imagine to have a fan as girlfriend?
It would be really cool. It would be great to have someone who likes my world and my music and who likes all I do.
But how will you find in all these girls, THE girl?
It's difficult but not impossible. There are lots of situations when I meet fans. So, It's possible that I can fall in love of one of them.
Did you already see a girl and say " She's sexy" ?
Yes, there were already girls that I find really cute. But often it's doesn't happen to be more close. I always need lot of time to open my heart to someone.
How do you want change this?
In fact, not really. Plus, if we get on well in the moment where we weet... I really believe in love at first sight.
And what would you do in this situation?
I directly think : I must absolutly know more about her. But I don't have any idea of until where I could go. I would be totally disorientated and I would not know where to go.
And what about groupies?
I have often good discussions with her but I'm not a guy of 1 night.
What could happen to decide you for 1 night?
If I think it's love at first sight. And the day after, on morning, if she's a stupid girl or a bitch, it's finished with her. But I don't prepare things like that. I really don't like 1 night romance.
And the love of your fans, is it a compensation?
We can say that. Which fans give us is really great. It's a strong feeling. To think at them helps me a lot.
Music or love? Which is the most important?
Thanks to the music, I live my dream everyday. If I fall in love, it would be an other source of light. But for now, Tokio Hotel is at the first rank.
Would you reveal to your fans if you are with a girl?
Yes ! I couldn't keep it secret. Then I would like spend lot of time with her and evreybody would like to know. A hide-and-seek would be not fair for the fans and for her.
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